Ramadhan to celebrate

I bet, everywhere we turn, people must be talking about the same thing, Ramadhan!
Tomorrow would be the first day of  ramadhan, everybody would like to break fast with their family right?
so most of boarding school gives student to go home and celebrate Ramadhan with their family. But to bad for me (not just me, must be tons of people out there) did not get the chance to break fast with their family on the first day... I'm actually at my Wan's house (grandma*) . So, I've been sitting with Wan since friday, and she brought tons of delicious food, First thing first... it's the big great... DURIAN!
(too bad i did'nt found a nice picture of durian), then for dinner, I got Ikan Patin Masak Tempoyak, that dish is so hard to get nowadays, they only sells it around Temerloh, Pahang, Malaysia (google it). I spend most of my time searching and downoading some latest songs...

 

Since, I've been living in a boarding school, I haven't listening to radio, so to not be outdated... I needto keep on track on latest songs, my kind of music Rap, Dubstep, Electronic, Instrumental (like a boy would choose) but I aso like K-POP too... but I don't like girly-aegyo-twinkling songs, I like the energizing song (so I only pay attention on boy-group such as EXO, B.A.P, GOT7... the only girl-group that I hook-onto is 2ne1. If you a k-pop haters, you need to know what kind of music you are and find the group that matches, so since I like dubstep... listening to EXO's overdose make me wanna jump out of the bed and dance like no-one's watching!

  

but then, i realize... it's Ramadhan... all satan will be tied, the heaven's door is now wide open... why am I doing this... 

I need to determine myself, there still 29 days left, spend my Ramadhan wisely! Our (muslims) goal is always one! To achieve Jannah... Allahuakbar!

My teacher once said, the right way to celebrate Ramadhan is fulfill our day by doing good deeds that will be the evidence to bring us into heaven. not by spending money on Syawal, because in my country, most people understood too celebrate Syawal greater than Ramadhan, actually, Ramadhan is the month that we need to feel the difficulties that happened to people that out-of-oppurtunities, if we want to save money, donate them... Have you heard? Nobody becomes poor because of giving.

So, that's all.. goodbye!

 

Since when I'm addicted?

... Addicted to anime and so~
i've once become an otaku, now.. I'm not.
Firstly, like most people, I don't know the differences between cartoon and anime, but my first anime was Keroro Gunso, than I start realized it was an anime when it was aired in one of local tv station, now i now that, all cartoon that was originally from japan is an anime.

At that time I was probably 8, then like usual, I watched Doraemon, Shin Chan, but I have astro (a packaged selective channel in M'sia) then, it has animax channel.
Then I watched all kind of anime, such as naruto, one piece, k-on, air gear, honey and clover. And I was 10-11 when this happened. But I started to realized that anime exist after a hit manga released, so I start read comic magazines (Gempak) from there, I know the latest anime, latest manga, and some tips to sharpen your drawing skill too.

I started collecting comics since I was in school, start collecting mangas since 11, now, I have like over 80++ mangas and comics, yea, my family moves around lately so I gave my un-favorite mangas to my friends, is it an evil-doing? I hope not...

But, I do have my own tips buying mangas:

1- search for the best drawing and title (if the drawing is ugly and the title  sounds odd, it is a bad manga)

2- MUST BUY famous, experienced-a-lot mangaka: Motomi Kyousuke, Chiba Kozue, Ben, Nanajima Kana (or whoever you like)

The starting point of being an otaku is when I'm 12. And otaku read mangas, watched anime, listens to J-POP, a gamer, love cosplaying, knows some japanese words: then you are an otaku!

But I'm not that 100%, cuz at that time I was so into K-on, so I download all their hit songs, but I hate cosplaying, and I do know some japanese words and how to pronounce them :kawaii, itakadimasu, baka, doiteshimashite, tanjobi omedeto, dai jo bu.... what else? if basic, most people know right~ like konichiwa, sayonara, arigato... hmmm...

But, at that time... I don't have any friend that is an anime-geek...

once I entered, highschool, an Islamic highschool... duhhh~

I don't believe it, most of them are anime-geeks! woah... in my class, the person that I always talked about anime is, Neu, we discuss a lot about latest anime. we both good at drawing, so sometime, we draw, then switch papers and guest which character are we drawing...its fun...

Now, Imma be 15, so my fave genre is comedy, slice of life, romance, sci-fi, shoujo of course...

I dont like fantasies or folks styles. But i realized that japanese seems to believe in demons more than angels. yea~ like Vampires, Yokai, Youmu, Yasha... what else?

Thats all from my history....

29 Ramadhan.
Probably the last day for us, muslims, to fast this year.
I'm quite dissappointed with myself cuz this year Ramadhan, i don't think i do much ibadah, and i realized that I'm not chasing on Lailatul-Qadr.
This year, I was more like chasing the dunya (world) and not the afterlife eventhough i've made more friends and less on squarrel ( maybe).
I always clog my ear with the earphones and hear music thats make you lagho*, even in the car (the radio station always put on party anthem) so my sisters and I turned freak when we heard our fave songs...
In K-POP section, I just knew these singers called EXO-K and I am over it.

Ahahaha... i've tried to control my nafs in Ramadhan, but suddenly I declare myself as Mahomies.. for Austin Mahone fanatic

Aww, okay... self-control please...  by the way: Examinations are around the corner, and I need to finish another two folios...

Aaaargh!!! I believe that it's not good for you to say "life sucks" or "study is like hell" or maybe you didn't finish your h/w AT ALL because you just dont want to learn... 

Fella, that is so wrong and a major mistakes if you ever did that. 

FYI, learning keeps you intouch with Allah, actually Allah is always with us doesn't matter if you are a muslim or anything else, you just need to struggle for His Mercy and find His Hidayah/Barakah/Rahmat.

It's not just on Ramadhan, on other months too... Allah is always open and BTW, I've learned Hadith and it has told that never ask favor from Adam's relatives (which is us) because we will pissed off and ALWAYS ask favor from Allah Subhana wata'ala.

That's  all from me and hope we meet Ramadhan again.