Ramadhan to celebrate

I bet, everywhere we turn, people must be talking about the same thing, Ramadhan!
Tomorrow would be the first day of  ramadhan, everybody would like to break fast with their family right?
so most of boarding school gives student to go home and celebrate Ramadhan with their family. But to bad for me (not just me, must be tons of people out there) did not get the chance to break fast with their family on the first day... I'm actually at my Wan's house (grandma*) . So, I've been sitting with Wan since friday, and she brought tons of delicious food, First thing first... it's the big great... DURIAN!
(too bad i did'nt found a nice picture of durian), then for dinner, I got Ikan Patin Masak Tempoyak, that dish is so hard to get nowadays, they only sells it around Temerloh, Pahang, Malaysia (google it). I spend most of my time searching and downoading some latest songs...

 

Since, I've been living in a boarding school, I haven't listening to radio, so to not be outdated... I needto keep on track on latest songs, my kind of music Rap, Dubstep, Electronic, Instrumental (like a boy would choose) but I aso like K-POP too... but I don't like girly-aegyo-twinkling songs, I like the energizing song (so I only pay attention on boy-group such as EXO, B.A.P, GOT7... the only girl-group that I hook-onto is 2ne1. If you a k-pop haters, you need to know what kind of music you are and find the group that matches, so since I like dubstep... listening to EXO's overdose make me wanna jump out of the bed and dance like no-one's watching!

  

but then, i realize... it's Ramadhan... all satan will be tied, the heaven's door is now wide open... why am I doing this... 

I need to determine myself, there still 29 days left, spend my Ramadhan wisely! Our (muslims) goal is always one! To achieve Jannah... Allahuakbar!

My teacher once said, the right way to celebrate Ramadhan is fulfill our day by doing good deeds that will be the evidence to bring us into heaven. not by spending money on Syawal, because in my country, most people understood too celebrate Syawal greater than Ramadhan, actually, Ramadhan is the month that we need to feel the difficulties that happened to people that out-of-oppurtunities, if we want to save money, donate them... Have you heard? Nobody becomes poor because of giving.

So, that's all.. goodbye!

 

Bye Bye 2013....

few days left to 2014...
okay, i think since i got into highschool, i can see the differences not from me, but the surrounding and also my old friends.
2012, I was 13 and I went to STIAS, that school was brilliant! very tight schedule, but only the strong-hearted people could stay at that school, wanna know why?
1= that school doesn't has staff or janitor, only canteen crew, so students will clean the class, the school hall, the toilets and teacher's toilet too.
2= we only have 4 dormitary and two wardens, both of them are fierce as tiger (if we ever get punished, it's never a simple punishment) like read Suroh Yaasin at the graveyard around 1.00 am
3= most of the seniors care about hygiene, to bring big name on our school, and good grades, probably?
4= it's a tahfiz school so, each day 1 page of qur'an or more (if you can't make it, you gotta stand in the sun till you get it, the boys can see you!)

That school will turn you into the perfect muslimah if you keep an open-hearted because they will push you to this and that, but don't ever complain.
I know that school is full of Allah's blessing, because everytime our Walid had an event, it always rain.... Rain is blessing that shows Allah's saw you hardwork to gain something!
But I moved is not because I can't stand, only rich kids can afford, RM600  a month, baby...
And, at that time, my parents having a dilema. but I wish I didn't moved out, I always wanted to stay and feel closer to Allah

2013, I moved to SMAI and I'm 14....
way too different from STIAS

I always think by myself, this school sucks but the outside me lies, I keep smiling and laughed at their no-funny-at-all jokes because I don't want to hurt their feelings. The differences was,
it's not a school bunch of smartypants, it's like a school where adults dumped their unuseful kids...

So, I'M ATOTAL GEEK in the early years, because they all like to do bad/naughty things but I just sit there and watch until one time I tried to be like them, and it was fun

 

Okay, okay... I was wild! with them, until one day, I went back home and saw my friends from STIAS post all fun time they had, and they all look so sincere and good... I was so damn JEALOUS!

 



 

I realized I changed... the way I speak, the way I dress, the way I do, it was so rough and sounded like I'm a gangster... But it wasn't too late to change, so I decided to be a straight-to-point person. Whenever I see my friends wearing or doing bad things I just spill it out to them, and finally a little by little of them changed...

I'm glad, and there is a movie I saw, it says "I don't think you should follow whatever your friend said, maybe it's your time to told 'em the right thing"

 

 

But, friendship is always important, that's why they say, friends with the good one, but if you don't find them maybe it's time for you to change them! So that's all from me!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakaatu

 

 this sounded so cheesy~