Bye Bye 2013....

few days left to 2014...
okay, i think since i got into highschool, i can see the differences not from me, but the surrounding and also my old friends.
2012, I was 13 and I went to STIAS, that school was brilliant! very tight schedule, but only the strong-hearted people could stay at that school, wanna know why?
1= that school doesn't has staff or janitor, only canteen crew, so students will clean the class, the school hall, the toilets and teacher's toilet too.
2= we only have 4 dormitary and two wardens, both of them are fierce as tiger (if we ever get punished, it's never a simple punishment) like read Suroh Yaasin at the graveyard around 1.00 am
3= most of the seniors care about hygiene, to bring big name on our school, and good grades, probably?
4= it's a tahfiz school so, each day 1 page of qur'an or more (if you can't make it, you gotta stand in the sun till you get it, the boys can see you!)

That school will turn you into the perfect muslimah if you keep an open-hearted because they will push you to this and that, but don't ever complain.
I know that school is full of Allah's blessing, because everytime our Walid had an event, it always rain.... Rain is blessing that shows Allah's saw you hardwork to gain something!
But I moved is not because I can't stand, only rich kids can afford, RM600  a month, baby...
And, at that time, my parents having a dilema. but I wish I didn't moved out, I always wanted to stay and feel closer to Allah

2013, I moved to SMAI and I'm 14....
way too different from STIAS

I always think by myself, this school sucks but the outside me lies, I keep smiling and laughed at their no-funny-at-all jokes because I don't want to hurt their feelings. The differences was,
it's not a school bunch of smartypants, it's like a school where adults dumped their unuseful kids...

So, I'M ATOTAL GEEK in the early years, because they all like to do bad/naughty things but I just sit there and watch until one time I tried to be like them, and it was fun

 

Okay, okay... I was wild! with them, until one day, I went back home and saw my friends from STIAS post all fun time they had, and they all look so sincere and good... I was so damn JEALOUS!

 



 

I realized I changed... the way I speak, the way I dress, the way I do, it was so rough and sounded like I'm a gangster... But it wasn't too late to change, so I decided to be a straight-to-point person. Whenever I see my friends wearing or doing bad things I just spill it out to them, and finally a little by little of them changed...

I'm glad, and there is a movie I saw, it says "I don't think you should follow whatever your friend said, maybe it's your time to told 'em the right thing"

 

 

But, friendship is always important, that's why they say, friends with the good one, but if you don't find them maybe it's time for you to change them! So that's all from me!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakaatu

 

 this sounded so cheesy~

Fun in the Flood

MasyaAllah, siapa warga Malaysia yang tak tahu mengenai negeri2 yang banjir?
Antaranya Pahang, tempat ana tinggal ni.
Banjir yang menyebabkan baju susah nak kering, nak keluar beri barang keperluan tak boleh (road-jam), nak tengok astro pon tak boleh, cuaca sejuk yang boleh menyebabkan ramai orang demam dan pelbagai lagi lah...
Tapi tak pernah lagi ana dengar ada orang komplen "Banjir ni menyusahkan ah"
elok lah tu...

agaknya ramai orang dah sedar dan sentiasa mengingati diri "Hujan itu rahmat", Allah yang menentukannya dan setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Tidak semestinya bila banjir ni kita tak boleh nak buat benda lain.

Fikir-fikirkanlah. Mungkin, Allah buat banjir pada waktu cuti sekolah ni supaya budak-budak takde laa ingat pasal "freedom" sangat, cuti-cuti takdelah nak berfoya-foya sangat, layan TV 24 jam.

Ana cuti sekolah sebenarnya 4 minggu je sebab sekolah agama, janganlah kita terus fikir "Alaaa.... sekejapnye cuti sekolah ni" memang kita akan rasa sekejap je kalau fikir macam tu, vice versa-kan.

"Apa yang aku buat selama cuti ni?" mesti banyak dah buat dan belajar untuk bersyukur "Heish, 1 hari aq tgok TV 10 jam ganti lah nanti waktu persekolahan belajar 1 hari 10 jam"

Ana takdelah jamin korang semua nak buat cuma nak kasi contoh sahaja dalam mem-positifkan benda.

Ana walaupun cuti sekolah cukup-cukup 1 bulan, tapi rasanya banyak ana dah buat selama ni,

sempat ercuti di Cameron Highland, balik kampung jumpa saudara, belajar memasak dengan nenek, ronda-ronda di KL ngan parents, balik kampung teman wan pulak. 

And, smpat je ana beli barang keperluan sekolah yang baru, sempat je ana tengok anime, kakak ana pun tak lepas episode drama korea.

Keluarga ana gune dongle je kat rumah nak pakai internet, terpaksa share 5 orang, dan semua sempat je buat kerja masing-masing?

Apa pun, kita manusia kena belajar dan menghayati lagi makna "menghargai".

Remembering the old days

It has been a year for me and my same age friends entered our highschool life.  My besties last long till end of primary school.
We all started to separate in highschool, some goes to west, south and north.

This is a picture of me and my old besties. We haven't contact for a long time. Yea, words that people usually says when they remembered memorise: I miss them