Bye Bye 2013....

few days left to 2014...
okay, i think since i got into highschool, i can see the differences not from me, but the surrounding and also my old friends.
2012, I was 13 and I went to STIAS, that school was brilliant! very tight schedule, but only the strong-hearted people could stay at that school, wanna know why?
1= that school doesn't has staff or janitor, only canteen crew, so students will clean the class, the school hall, the toilets and teacher's toilet too.
2= we only have 4 dormitary and two wardens, both of them are fierce as tiger (if we ever get punished, it's never a simple punishment) like read Suroh Yaasin at the graveyard around 1.00 am
3= most of the seniors care about hygiene, to bring big name on our school, and good grades, probably?
4= it's a tahfiz school so, each day 1 page of qur'an or more (if you can't make it, you gotta stand in the sun till you get it, the boys can see you!)

That school will turn you into the perfect muslimah if you keep an open-hearted because they will push you to this and that, but don't ever complain.
I know that school is full of Allah's blessing, because everytime our Walid had an event, it always rain.... Rain is blessing that shows Allah's saw you hardwork to gain something!
But I moved is not because I can't stand, only rich kids can afford, RM600  a month, baby...
And, at that time, my parents having a dilema. but I wish I didn't moved out, I always wanted to stay and feel closer to Allah

2013, I moved to SMAI and I'm 14....
way too different from STIAS

I always think by myself, this school sucks but the outside me lies, I keep smiling and laughed at their no-funny-at-all jokes because I don't want to hurt their feelings. The differences was,
it's not a school bunch of smartypants, it's like a school where adults dumped their unuseful kids...

So, I'M ATOTAL GEEK in the early years, because they all like to do bad/naughty things but I just sit there and watch until one time I tried to be like them, and it was fun

 

Okay, okay... I was wild! with them, until one day, I went back home and saw my friends from STIAS post all fun time they had, and they all look so sincere and good... I was so damn JEALOUS!

 



 

I realized I changed... the way I speak, the way I dress, the way I do, it was so rough and sounded like I'm a gangster... But it wasn't too late to change, so I decided to be a straight-to-point person. Whenever I see my friends wearing or doing bad things I just spill it out to them, and finally a little by little of them changed...

I'm glad, and there is a movie I saw, it says "I don't think you should follow whatever your friend said, maybe it's your time to told 'em the right thing"

 

 

But, friendship is always important, that's why they say, friends with the good one, but if you don't find them maybe it's time for you to change them! So that's all from me!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakaatu

 

 this sounded so cheesy~

Beyond Experience: CERAGEM

CERAGEM... siapa yang basically tahu jenama ni?
first2, family ana mana tahu jenama ni sampailah mommy hantar ana duduk kampung (sempena cuti sekolah) untuk teman nenek dan atuk seminggu di kampung, iyolah...
nenek dan atuk tinggal berdua dalam rumah tanah sendiri yang gedabok besornyo~
mestilah rasa lonely kan, ana ngan adik ana dihantar menaiki bas dan berazam untuk menemani, dan bisingkan rumah (insyaAllah tak gaduh)!
Tapi, nampaknya tak seperti yang dibayangkan... malam ni, malam Jumaat kiranya genap seminggulah tinggal di rumah nenek ni.
Nenek, atuk, pakngah dan makngah ikut kegiatan CERAGEM ni, setiap hari lepas zuhur diorang akan pergi, tapi diorang panggil 'terapi'.  Sampai  satu masa, atuk suruh kami ikut atuk ikut pergi terapi, hari itu Rabu, terapi itu kononnya dijamin sampaikan diberi 10 kali percubaan percuma, hari yang kami pergi ni rasanya kali ke-5 percubaan atuk. Pesakit dikehendaki memakai pakaian putih top-to-toe supaya FIR (Far Infrared Ray) dapat melepasi sampai ke dalam badan.
masuk sahaja hall CERAGEM, katil semua dah ada 'owner', tapi di situ staff dah sediakan waktu setiap sesi 40 minit dijalankan serentak, rezeki kami datang waktu sesi sebelum dah habis waktu dan tak ramai orang menunggu, so pesakit sebelum tu blah kami pun masuk, nenek dah sediakan cadar lapik dan selimut untuk kami, kalau guna yang disediakan tentu ada peluh pesakit yang sebelum tu... EAUWWW~
Mula-mula debar juga, staff disana semua perempuan dan ada yang muka garang, tapi... "don't judge a book by it's cover" sebaik sahaja ana baring atas katil CERAGEM, wrrrrr~

lega sangat, rupa-rupanya, katil CERAGEM yang berbiji urut ni, diperbuat daripada batu Jed dan tanah liat, ada juga 'heat controller', proses terapi ni akan bantu supaya suhu badan meningkat...

Ramai pesakit yang datang adalah golongan warga emas, bagi pesakit lain yang menunggu turn, staff akan bagi serba sedikit pengetahuan kepentingan menjaga tulang belakang dengan CERAGEM.

Di situ, bergunalah dua pasang telinga yang Allah ciptakan ni untuk ana mendengar/mendapat ilmu supaya dapat menyampaikan ilmu kepada orang lain :)

Tulang Belakang manusia seperti akar tumbuhan, pernah dengar pepatah arab "Jika baik akarnya, maka baiklah tumbuhannya" jadi, kalau tulang belakang kita sihat, tubuh badan lebih cergas. 

info: Tulang belakang kita terbahagi kepada 3 bahagian, iaitu, bahagian leher ada 7 sendi, bahagian tengah (dari leher hingga ke punggung) ada 12 sendi dan bahagian punggung ada 5 sendi yang menjadikan tulang belakang mempunyai 24 sendi!

Sebagai contoh, siapa yang ada darah tinggi atau susah nak tidur malam (maksudnya, tidur sekejap lepas tu terjaga atau dapat lena dalam 2-3 pagi) biasanya kesalahannya berpunca dari  cara tidur iaitu cara menggunakan bantal, jika cara tidur salah sendi 1 dan 2 di tulang belakang mudah teralih yang menyebabkan saraf menjadi lemah. Mereka juga menyatakan sendi 1-2 amatlah penting tapi yang itulah mudah senget. Kalau sendi itu dah dipulihkan oksigen lebih mudah masuk ke kepala.

Waktu musim cuti sekolah ini digalakkan membawa kanak-kanak atau orang muda kerana mereka kerap sakit belakang akibat menyandang beg sekolah yang berat diisi buku

CERAGEM juga memberi kelebihan kepada orang tua kerana, semakin kita tua, suhu badan semakin turun, dan apabila suhu menurun kanser akan lebih mudah merebak.

Cerita tentang kanser: kanser  merebak dalam bentu mutasi iaitu, 'beranak kembar'. Kanser juga aktif membiak dalam suhu rendah, sekiranya badan kita bersuhu tinggi, kepanasan dapat membakar kanser tersebut, jadi digalakkan menjaga badan agar fit sampai ke tua! Dengan CERAGEM, proses ini dilakukan dalam suhu melebihi 50*, boleh adjust lagi...

Rasanya, semua fahamkan kesimpulannya?

Jaga kesihatan bermula dengan diri sendiri!

Cuba fikirkan, kalau kita sakit, ingat ada ke sesiapa yang setia nak jaga sampai mati? mana ada, nurse kat hospital pun muak nak jaga tahu? okeee, tu je pesanan dari ana...

assalamualaikum...

Since when I'm addicted?

... Addicted to anime and so~
i've once become an otaku, now.. I'm not.
Firstly, like most people, I don't know the differences between cartoon and anime, but my first anime was Keroro Gunso, than I start realized it was an anime when it was aired in one of local tv station, now i now that, all cartoon that was originally from japan is an anime.

At that time I was probably 8, then like usual, I watched Doraemon, Shin Chan, but I have astro (a packaged selective channel in M'sia) then, it has animax channel.
Then I watched all kind of anime, such as naruto, one piece, k-on, air gear, honey and clover. And I was 10-11 when this happened. But I started to realized that anime exist after a hit manga released, so I start read comic magazines (Gempak) from there, I know the latest anime, latest manga, and some tips to sharpen your drawing skill too.

I started collecting comics since I was in school, start collecting mangas since 11, now, I have like over 80++ mangas and comics, yea, my family moves around lately so I gave my un-favorite mangas to my friends, is it an evil-doing? I hope not...

But, I do have my own tips buying mangas:

1- search for the best drawing and title (if the drawing is ugly and the title  sounds odd, it is a bad manga)

2- MUST BUY famous, experienced-a-lot mangaka: Motomi Kyousuke, Chiba Kozue, Ben, Nanajima Kana (or whoever you like)

The starting point of being an otaku is when I'm 12. And otaku read mangas, watched anime, listens to J-POP, a gamer, love cosplaying, knows some japanese words: then you are an otaku!

But I'm not that 100%, cuz at that time I was so into K-on, so I download all their hit songs, but I hate cosplaying, and I do know some japanese words and how to pronounce them :kawaii, itakadimasu, baka, doiteshimashite, tanjobi omedeto, dai jo bu.... what else? if basic, most people know right~ like konichiwa, sayonara, arigato... hmmm...

But, at that time... I don't have any friend that is an anime-geek...

once I entered, highschool, an Islamic highschool... duhhh~

I don't believe it, most of them are anime-geeks! woah... in my class, the person that I always talked about anime is, Neu, we discuss a lot about latest anime. we both good at drawing, so sometime, we draw, then switch papers and guest which character are we drawing...its fun...

Now, Imma be 15, so my fave genre is comedy, slice of life, romance, sci-fi, shoujo of course...

I dont like fantasies or folks styles. But i realized that japanese seems to believe in demons more than angels. yea~ like Vampires, Yokai, Youmu, Yasha... what else?

Thats all from my history....

Everything Happen has it Own Lesson

ana memang suka letak title bahasa inggeris tapi isinya bahasa melayu.... hahaha...
 semalam ana balik bermalam, so sekarang ni kat rumahlah.
awal-awal lagi ana dah sedih sebab ana sebenarnya masuk satu pertandingan melukis guna photoshop, tapi ana dah tanya kawan-kawan (girls & boys) takde pulak yang ada photoshop.
balik rumah pon laptop ana size mini ni mana muat nak simpan app macam tu. ana rasa ana terlampau mengharap so Allah pon bagi dugaan cenonet macamni kat ana... dugaan: kes takde photoshop tak boleh masuk pertandingan :(
Tetapi, adik ana yang ailurophilia (animal-lover) nampak anak kucing kat kantin sekolah ana bawa pulang anak kucing tu untuk dirawat.
Kitorang pon bawaklah jumpa vet, doctor tu kata "it's still a kitten, so we can't give any kind of medicine because of its weak antibody"
Doktor tu pon ada kasi petua : minum susu cereal (bukan yang serbuk) @ minum air garam (jangan masin sangat)

Bila balik rumah, banyak benda ana tak puas hati, so...
biasalah perempuan, buat emo gitu~ terpaksalah ibu melayan perangai setan ana ni, lama lah jugak ana merajuk tapi mak ana layan baik je. Kadang-kadang tu ibu ada cakap "hei, nak ibu lempang ke?" tapi nampak sangat dari riak muka ibu tu... ibu cakap tak berniat pon. Kalau mak korang ada cakap kasar macam ni, korang kene faham yang dia nak takutkan kita supaya kita tak terbuat apa-apa, tak nak tambah dosa lagi.

Hesh, kalau ayah ana ada takde lah berani sangat ana nak buat perangai, rindu juga kat ayah yang asyik kena merantau benua je. Ana pon boleh perasanlah yang ayah rindu kat ibu,  kalau telefon lama betul tak takut ke makan bil banyak padahal nak tanya khabar je. Haaa, macam tu lah bila rindu sanggup buat apa je.

Malam tu, kitorang feed kitten tu, kitten tu kasi lah jugak respon, mewing, mata pun terbuka, boleh berjalan tapi macam orang mabuk sebab lemah sangat. Dalam 5-6 langkah terus jatuh. Lawak tapi kasihan juga.

Pagi tadi pula, bangun-bangun je ibu cakap "mommy got a bad news" dengan muka toyeee ana pon jawab "what??? the kitten's dead" ibu pon angguk,  adik pula terus bangun menegak ikut ibu nak kuburkan dia. ana yang takde feeling sangat ni datang lambaat sikit. nak cergaskan diri dalam tandas dulu >.> kehkehkeh.

Ibu nak tanam Cloudy (nama kitten tu) kat belakang rumah, ana pon tolong korek lubang. adik pula cuma merenung tak terkata. waktu nak balut Cloudy tapi badan dia dah keras. Selepas uruskan jenazah Cloudy, adik pula yang moody. ana faham perasaan dia yang terlampau sayangkan haiwan tapi ibu dah pesan awal "fitrah haiwan, makan, minum, breeding, mati" adik ana memang senyap sangat bila bercakap pun seakana berbisik. "Cloudy tahu adik sayangkan dia, tapi nak buat macamana, Allah lebih sayangkan dia" lagi pun adik tu masih ada two turtles yang sangat active. Setiap perbuatan kita yang baik pasti dibalas baik... Al-Fatihah untuk Cloudy.

Lepas Isya' ayah call, he spoke to mommy and mommy pass it to adik, adik said that "Losing the cat same as losing mommy and daddy" okay, that sounds very deep... tak sangka adik akan keluar ayat macam tu. Ana tak tahu lah pula apa yang ayah jawab tapi rasanya ayah kasi nasihat yg POWER. Biasalah tu, perkataan yang keluar daripada mulut bapa kat perkataan berhikmah.
Hari ni dengan semalam, agak down tapi harap esok there will be sunlight <<.<< erk... mendelah ana merepek ni?

P/S: setiap yang berlaku perlu kita renungkan dah putarkan ke bahagian positif! Jadikan iktibar! sama macam cerita pen habis dakwat (ada dalam salah satu post ana)

Everybody's Mommy

We all used to hear "Mom knows best"
Well, most of us believe that we didn't learn from the words.
What I'm trying to say is, what's the point if we agreed what people were saying but we did not do what we just agreed.
Like a school want to have a big Teacher' s day event, everybody said "Yes1" but the pupils just so lazy to work on it...
In the end, the event wasn't look like a Teacher's day Event.

Today's topic: Our beloved Mom!
I actually don't really believe that  what Mom knows is the best.
Because everytime I follow's Mom instruction in doing that and this, and it end up to be a massive disaster!
Actually, it's not that horrible, just end up wrong.

a pic of my Mother and lil sis... 

This pic is ugly

My mom is a person that, let say quirky, yes she is quirky yet funny... sometimes clumsy.

And she sucks on singing... 

Eventhough she is a not a perfect woman but she is my mom. She may have the worst instinct in our family, because she is my mom.

And, you can't push Mommy's advice away.

I BELIEVE THAT PARENT'S WORDS ARE THE WORDS THAT CAN SAVE YOU FROM DROWNING IN THE CRUELTY WORLD.

Fun in the Flood

MasyaAllah, siapa warga Malaysia yang tak tahu mengenai negeri2 yang banjir?
Antaranya Pahang, tempat ana tinggal ni.
Banjir yang menyebabkan baju susah nak kering, nak keluar beri barang keperluan tak boleh (road-jam), nak tengok astro pon tak boleh, cuaca sejuk yang boleh menyebabkan ramai orang demam dan pelbagai lagi lah...
Tapi tak pernah lagi ana dengar ada orang komplen "Banjir ni menyusahkan ah"
elok lah tu...

agaknya ramai orang dah sedar dan sentiasa mengingati diri "Hujan itu rahmat", Allah yang menentukannya dan setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Tidak semestinya bila banjir ni kita tak boleh nak buat benda lain.

Fikir-fikirkanlah. Mungkin, Allah buat banjir pada waktu cuti sekolah ni supaya budak-budak takde laa ingat pasal "freedom" sangat, cuti-cuti takdelah nak berfoya-foya sangat, layan TV 24 jam.

Ana cuti sekolah sebenarnya 4 minggu je sebab sekolah agama, janganlah kita terus fikir "Alaaa.... sekejapnye cuti sekolah ni" memang kita akan rasa sekejap je kalau fikir macam tu, vice versa-kan.

"Apa yang aku buat selama cuti ni?" mesti banyak dah buat dan belajar untuk bersyukur "Heish, 1 hari aq tgok TV 10 jam ganti lah nanti waktu persekolahan belajar 1 hari 10 jam"

Ana takdelah jamin korang semua nak buat cuma nak kasi contoh sahaja dalam mem-positifkan benda.

Ana walaupun cuti sekolah cukup-cukup 1 bulan, tapi rasanya banyak ana dah buat selama ni,

sempat ercuti di Cameron Highland, balik kampung jumpa saudara, belajar memasak dengan nenek, ronda-ronda di KL ngan parents, balik kampung teman wan pulak. 

And, smpat je ana beli barang keperluan sekolah yang baru, sempat je ana tengok anime, kakak ana pun tak lepas episode drama korea.

Keluarga ana gune dongle je kat rumah nak pakai internet, terpaksa share 5 orang, dan semua sempat je buat kerja masing-masing?

Apa pun, kita manusia kena belajar dan menghayati lagi makna "menghargai".

Holiday come and go

Yippeeee!
guess where  my parents brought us on our school holidays?
to Cameron Highland, in Malaysia yer' folks!
Ahhhh... longtime we haven't went to CH.
First stop of course, the land where tea leafs were buried
The BOH Tea Plantation!

Look at the greeny sceneries, the cold, the aromatic herbal smell,the clouds and the meals!

At BOH Tea Plantation there is a port where you could have a breakfast with greeny sceneries around you (so I'm promoting you guys to o early in the morning!)

Me (brown top) and my sis (blue top) on our way to fill our tummies with morning meals!

Jealous much?

Next stop, pick yer- own strawberries! There is so much Strawberry Plantation, and I dunno which one should I pick! And I think the strawberries flavour just the same!

 This is  my lil' sis... we really don't look the same, got that.

"Mom, I wanna pick my own strawberries too!"

Yes, yes and yes! Cameron Highland is just the spot where to go to cool yourself because now the temperature is hot, while at CH, cool breeze flow through your ears.

Anime Invading

I feel awkward cuz' before I used to be the only one who watches anime, or would care any new about them. Then I realized my lil' sister started to like anime, she always turn the channel Animax. For now, her biggest crush on anime is Beelzebub, she said "I won't miss any episodes!" Then she started talking about the characters, "I wanna be Hilda, and you can be Aoi Kunieda," and so on...

this photo is just somebody's fanart.

Next, my sister. She hated anime especially cosplays! But once she saw Nadome Cantabile, then it goes "Oh, this story, my friends said it's a good one and it seemed to be a good one," hey correction there, not a story but an anime. She have seen few episodes, she also join my lil'sissy watching Beelzebub.

Romantic series always a teenager's fave

This scene happened weirdly odd, I just got up from an evening sleep, walk straight out of the room went to living room, mama and daddy was at the living room, and lil'sissy and big'sis was outside cycling. That seem normal.... then goes a big WHAT in my head, the big WHAT just poofed out as I saw channel Animax on the TV,  broadcasting an anime titled Last Exile. Nobody is watching it, Daddy go round round in his BB* and mama was holding her lovey-dovey pillow and stared at the TV. She doesn't seem watching the anime but staring, probably thinking what's for dinner?

Usually, if my daddy saw cartoon in the TV screen, he would turn to other channel in a sec

And, I talk with daddy about Comic Fest and he said "Ummm, you search on how much the ticket and we can go," and I was like YESSSS. But my sister "ugh, that place gotta be sucks with ugly people in costume," I was just sighed. Who knows anime can make you addicted easily?