Having a Cheapskate Mother

yea, I have a cheapskate mother, but that's  not an insult, okay?
I'm proud to have a cheapskate mother so that i wouldn't be an easily fooled buyer.
this week, it is a 5 days off school because of Aidul Adha! Or mostly malaysian says "Raya Korban".
So, I went home with my sister at our new house in Shah Alam, without my older sister, that is because she said "I'd rather stay at Gramma's house than following you guys so I can focus on my studds"

I'm happy to be in Shah Alam, we eat food that aren't much in Kuantan, hey, I'm not saying Kuantan is a boring place is just that "Home Sweet Home" right? Another thing I like about being in KL is that they have lots of highway that can lead you to any place and less stop by traffic.

Yesterday and today, we went to town for a window shopping, buy some groceries and also grab lunch at a restaurant. I've realised long time ago about my mother's a cheapskate but than i focused on what she told me when we were shopping.

Her eyes was like a tiger as we entered the mall, she only focuses on the promotion, sale and discounts label. But I think usual commoners would just come and search for things they should buy, but my mommy is so not like that. She would say "Yana, is that buy 3 for RM10", "don't buy that,that is only if we buy a box for 30% discount" or "can't you find a cheaper price yogurt drink?" actually some brands price RM1.59, RM1,69 and RM1.79 not much differences but mommy just say "if you could collect 10 sen  a day you can afford yourself a gadget"

Baaah, that's way too ridiculous, 10 sen a day then i need to wait until 2 years I can afford a gadget, sometimes middle-aged mother just babble-naggin' silly things so that their children would work harder.

Another tips is when i wanted to buy a crab for dinner, she only picks female with eggs and full body, I ask her "Mom, why dont you pick that one cuz it's big eventhough it's a male" Mommy knocks the ice-full crab's body "Naaah, the ices wont go off , we cant take this crab because when we scale it, we need to pay more just because of the ices weight." I can only nod but that is right.

I understands that "Mommy knows best"
so, every mother still needs to increase their knowledge and removes all their bad habits so that your children wouldn't be a useless child, every child 80% learnt about life from their parents (my own facts, so i don't care if you wanna believe or not)

29 Ramadhan.
Probably the last day for us, muslims, to fast this year.
I'm quite dissappointed with myself cuz this year Ramadhan, i don't think i do much ibadah, and i realized that I'm not chasing on Lailatul-Qadr.
This year, I was more like chasing the dunya (world) and not the afterlife eventhough i've made more friends and less on squarrel ( maybe).
I always clog my ear with the earphones and hear music thats make you lagho*, even in the car (the radio station always put on party anthem) so my sisters and I turned freak when we heard our fave songs...
In K-POP section, I just knew these singers called EXO-K and I am over it.

Ahahaha... i've tried to control my nafs in Ramadhan, but suddenly I declare myself as Mahomies.. for Austin Mahone fanatic

Aww, okay... self-control please...  by the way: Examinations are around the corner, and I need to finish another two folios...

Aaaargh!!! I believe that it's not good for you to say "life sucks" or "study is like hell" or maybe you didn't finish your h/w AT ALL because you just dont want to learn... 

Fella, that is so wrong and a major mistakes if you ever did that. 

FYI, learning keeps you intouch with Allah, actually Allah is always with us doesn't matter if you are a muslim or anything else, you just need to struggle for His Mercy and find His Hidayah/Barakah/Rahmat.

It's not just on Ramadhan, on other months too... Allah is always open and BTW, I've learned Hadith and it has told that never ask favor from Adam's relatives (which is us) because we will pissed off and ALWAYS ask favor from Allah Subhana wata'ala.

That's  all from me and hope we meet Ramadhan again.

Step By Step, Day by Day

All, school of Malaysia holiday at Monday this week, but my school at Pahang...
Added a day!!!
5 days holiday at home... didn't go anywhere fancy or travel too far.
Just a relaxing week at home, yet in HOT situation...
I'v finished watching Ao no Exorcist ad still blur about the ending, my head is still full of question like: Who Mephisto gamble with in the first place? and who is the dead spiritual old man?
My sister just love the adv on the video: Mameshiba : I agree it is very kawaii~
I also tried to add skills and more detail on my drawing.
I did try to draw a boy, wrinkled shirts, flated skirts and pair of eyes in different positions. These all are my weakness in drawing...
one night I was so bored to death so I drawed this junkie:

I just got this silly idea as I remembered the days at boarding school... I'm telling ya, boarding's totally fun!!!

But, I'm still VERY VERY weak on using digital media as art, on the shocking news is, how can I won second place in a contest making digital poster?

Hmmm, whatever... I've tried and probably Allah trying to show what our talents are used for.

And that is me, with my friend... at our school hall (actully, the school surau) I'm wearing usual school uniform and she's wearing purple colored hijabi and a black jubah. She's wearing different because she was in a group of performing kalam jama'ie (sort of coral speaking but in arab)

Art is importing and it does in everything!

Talking bout arts...I still need to sharp my drawing skill whenever I had a chance to go back home!

Like this image of Sasuke petting a lion, I need to learn more details on drawing men and a real-looking alive creatures. It is hard to draw without base sketch... Practice make perfect!

And this image... Skill on digitalism <--  I just creat that word. Oh, I just can't believe my eyes if I can really draw like that before I turn 16! Time's ticking, don't waste time and always learn new things.

Digital and doesn't mean always in anime, art is everywhere. like this one, it is not anime, nor reality image, but creativity! Need to train my brain to think outta the box.

My neck is almost freeze because of staring at this laptop.. it's 12:15 p.m at my place. Im tired and it is time to hibernate/sleep
Assalamualaikum, to fellow readers.

Incoming Movies

We went to KL and watch a movie called oblivion! It's a really good movie. because it was about future 2077...

 i like the scenery of tall tower, taller than the clouds!

the machine that sucks water source from earth and also the moon that broke ! 

After the movie finished, I saw some banners about incoming movies...

Most incoming movies are must watch movies!

What I saw was Smurf 2, Man of Steel (Superman), World War Z (featuring Brad Pitt, about cannibals.... Yuk!), The Wolverine, Hunger Games: Catching Fire (aaah, cant wait more longer!)

I also saw a movie featuring Jaden And Will Smith but I cant remember the title. At the same time, I also want to watch Iron Man 3, but never mind because both are good movies.

Everything Happen has it Own Lesson

ana memang suka letak title bahasa inggeris tapi isinya bahasa melayu.... hahaha...
 semalam ana balik bermalam, so sekarang ni kat rumahlah.
awal-awal lagi ana dah sedih sebab ana sebenarnya masuk satu pertandingan melukis guna photoshop, tapi ana dah tanya kawan-kawan (girls & boys) takde pulak yang ada photoshop.
balik rumah pon laptop ana size mini ni mana muat nak simpan app macam tu. ana rasa ana terlampau mengharap so Allah pon bagi dugaan cenonet macamni kat ana... dugaan: kes takde photoshop tak boleh masuk pertandingan :(
Tetapi, adik ana yang ailurophilia (animal-lover) nampak anak kucing kat kantin sekolah ana bawa pulang anak kucing tu untuk dirawat.
Kitorang pon bawaklah jumpa vet, doctor tu kata "it's still a kitten, so we can't give any kind of medicine because of its weak antibody"
Doktor tu pon ada kasi petua : minum susu cereal (bukan yang serbuk) @ minum air garam (jangan masin sangat)

Bila balik rumah, banyak benda ana tak puas hati, so...
biasalah perempuan, buat emo gitu~ terpaksalah ibu melayan perangai setan ana ni, lama lah jugak ana merajuk tapi mak ana layan baik je. Kadang-kadang tu ibu ada cakap "hei, nak ibu lempang ke?" tapi nampak sangat dari riak muka ibu tu... ibu cakap tak berniat pon. Kalau mak korang ada cakap kasar macam ni, korang kene faham yang dia nak takutkan kita supaya kita tak terbuat apa-apa, tak nak tambah dosa lagi.

Hesh, kalau ayah ana ada takde lah berani sangat ana nak buat perangai, rindu juga kat ayah yang asyik kena merantau benua je. Ana pon boleh perasanlah yang ayah rindu kat ibu,  kalau telefon lama betul tak takut ke makan bil banyak padahal nak tanya khabar je. Haaa, macam tu lah bila rindu sanggup buat apa je.

Malam tu, kitorang feed kitten tu, kitten tu kasi lah jugak respon, mewing, mata pun terbuka, boleh berjalan tapi macam orang mabuk sebab lemah sangat. Dalam 5-6 langkah terus jatuh. Lawak tapi kasihan juga.

Pagi tadi pula, bangun-bangun je ibu cakap "mommy got a bad news" dengan muka toyeee ana pon jawab "what??? the kitten's dead" ibu pon angguk,  adik pula terus bangun menegak ikut ibu nak kuburkan dia. ana yang takde feeling sangat ni datang lambaat sikit. nak cergaskan diri dalam tandas dulu >.> kehkehkeh.

Ibu nak tanam Cloudy (nama kitten tu) kat belakang rumah, ana pon tolong korek lubang. adik pula cuma merenung tak terkata. waktu nak balut Cloudy tapi badan dia dah keras. Selepas uruskan jenazah Cloudy, adik pula yang moody. ana faham perasaan dia yang terlampau sayangkan haiwan tapi ibu dah pesan awal "fitrah haiwan, makan, minum, breeding, mati" adik ana memang senyap sangat bila bercakap pun seakana berbisik. "Cloudy tahu adik sayangkan dia, tapi nak buat macamana, Allah lebih sayangkan dia" lagi pun adik tu masih ada two turtles yang sangat active. Setiap perbuatan kita yang baik pasti dibalas baik... Al-Fatihah untuk Cloudy.

Lepas Isya' ayah call, he spoke to mommy and mommy pass it to adik, adik said that "Losing the cat same as losing mommy and daddy" okay, that sounds very deep... tak sangka adik akan keluar ayat macam tu. Ana tak tahu lah pula apa yang ayah jawab tapi rasanya ayah kasi nasihat yg POWER. Biasalah tu, perkataan yang keluar daripada mulut bapa kat perkataan berhikmah.
Hari ni dengan semalam, agak down tapi harap esok there will be sunlight <<.<< erk... mendelah ana merepek ni?

P/S: setiap yang berlaku perlu kita renungkan dah putarkan ke bahagian positif! Jadikan iktibar! sama macam cerita pen habis dakwat (ada dalam salah satu post ana)

Manusia Mencipta Robot atau Menjadi?

Baru-baru ni, sekolah ana baru sahaja ada ceramah mengenai masa depan kita.
Tapi topik dia adalah "Jangan Jadi Robot, Jadilah Khalifah".

Tapi dakwah yang ana nak ajukan ni bukanlah all about arranging your future but dealing your future (menguruskan masa depan tetapi berdepan dengan masa depan)

Memanglah, kita semua selalu sangat dengar kalau keluarga yang warak, diorang ni jaga aurat, adab dan sosial seperti memakai tudung labuh, tak layan dunia siber dan macam-macam lagi.
TETAPI, kadang-kadang TERLAMPAU MENJAGA MATA ni pun bahaya juga, dah banyak cerita kita dengar macam kes Amanina tu, pelajar terbaik, sambung belajar kat luar negara je terus... Tudung melayang masuk longkang, color rambut warna perang "dah tumbuh ubun ke?" pakai baju nak balut badan jerrr.
Tak pun ana baru dapat dari cerita ayah ana, ada seorang pelajar 19A ini sambung belajar kat UK, end up kerja sana terus jadi pelacur.

Ni semua kes kejutan budaya, fasal 'terlampau jaga mata' ni bukan takat berlaku di kalangan keluarga warak tetapi terjadi juga dekat keluarga yang kurang pendapatan, untuk keluarga kurang pendapatan ni namanya 'katak bawah tempurung', tak tahu pasal hal luar, walaupun hal yang berlaku dalam Malaysia sekali pun.

Kita kena ikut dengan keadaan, memang gelombang korea, barat semua landing kat Malaysia ni, kita kena terima hakikat, nampak orang pakai baju seksi kat tepi jalan, orang tiru gaya K-POP, orang tindik satu badan pun. Orang tu sendiri berdosa, kita pun berdosa sebab ternampak juga tetapi kita boleh je cover dosa-dosa kita tu dengan lakukan amalan. Banyak sangat perkara sunat yang kita buat sekali dapat ganjaran 10 kali lebih besar. ALLAH itu Maha Pemurah.

Ana pun minat juga lagu, drama K-POP semua ni. Ana pun layan movie barat, oh lagu barat pun ana banyk download dalam henfon ni, cuma, kita kena pandai kawal ke tak. Tu je.
Nak minat, suka takda hal. Jangan sampai melampaui batas, contoh:
Bahasa Korea 60 patah perkataan tahu dan hafal, Bahasa Arab.... Errrr
Oh, lagu ni hafal je, setiap hari nyanyi, Selawat tak pernah sekali entah-entah do'a Qunut sampai sekarang tak hafal.
Kalau nak nyanyi lagu pun tak payah lah nyanyi kuat-kuat nak berlagak kat kawan-kawan, nyanyi dalam hati sudahlah, Allah tak rasa gembira pun dapat tahu hamba dia hafal lagu ngarut gitu~

Apa kata kita bayangkan suatu situasi ni... contoh:
ana daripada keluarga yang sederhana, bencilah pasal K-POP, lagu barat atau lagu tempatan pun tak best, qasidah sahaja untuk ana dengar sehari-harian. Tiba-tiba ana dapat tawaran ke universiti dekat Amsterdam, Yoohoo! 5 bulan dekat sana, orang sana semua berbeza, cara makan, cara berbicara, cara berpakaian, susah nak cari orang Islam kat sana, cukup 1 tahun kat sana...

Agak-agak apa yang terjadi? Terang-terangan cara di negara luar berbeza, tambahan lagi, SUSAH NAK CARI ORANG ISLAM.
Kesimpulannya, kita kenalah tahu mengenai negara luar juga, channel yang ana selalu tengok ialah AFC channel 707 astro, kat sini ana boleh tau orang luar makan apa.
Lagipun, kalau kita saling mengetahui tentang kebaikan dan keburukan negara luar, kita dapat berwaspada dan ada perasaan ingin menjelajah dunia.
Perbuatan ini pun masih dikira sebagai menuntut ilmu (Setiap tempat ada sejarah)

Building Creativiti

lately, I'm starting to get bored in the empty time...
    So, I've been thinking to draw and doodle and create as many arts as I can and paste it on my bedroom wall,
Without realizing I've actually have done many artpiece! Yippee!

i draw this using oil pastel and 8b pencil

let say this one is a failure

name: broken pain heart...

i don't actually thought to make this

some boring days

cheerful abstracts

like a kids one heh

always dreamed myself as a real artiste but whenever i start drawing, it turns out so something neutral nothing special that i can sell over 10 dollar.

But then I think again, I'm still a starter to reach the name of artiste. So first step first you can't just loop to the fifth step especially when you''re learning by yourself WITHOUT any experts by your side.

I'm starting to copy other's people arts. I don't have the all arts equipments so I just try to make simple arts but still copy from an experts artiste. Then, learn how to use the equipments in the right way.

The more you train yourself to draw something unique, then you can get your own idea...

Well, it's up to you readers to follow my steps or you guys have yourself methods...

I'm just sharing my methods and things I know bout arts.