Bye Bye 2013....

few days left to 2014...
okay, i think since i got into highschool, i can see the differences not from me, but the surrounding and also my old friends.
2012, I was 13 and I went to STIAS, that school was brilliant! very tight schedule, but only the strong-hearted people could stay at that school, wanna know why?
1= that school doesn't has staff or janitor, only canteen crew, so students will clean the class, the school hall, the toilets and teacher's toilet too.
2= we only have 4 dormitary and two wardens, both of them are fierce as tiger (if we ever get punished, it's never a simple punishment) like read Suroh Yaasin at the graveyard around 1.00 am
3= most of the seniors care about hygiene, to bring big name on our school, and good grades, probably?
4= it's a tahfiz school so, each day 1 page of qur'an or more (if you can't make it, you gotta stand in the sun till you get it, the boys can see you!)

That school will turn you into the perfect muslimah if you keep an open-hearted because they will push you to this and that, but don't ever complain.
I know that school is full of Allah's blessing, because everytime our Walid had an event, it always rain.... Rain is blessing that shows Allah's saw you hardwork to gain something!
But I moved is not because I can't stand, only rich kids can afford, RM600  a month, baby...
And, at that time, my parents having a dilema. but I wish I didn't moved out, I always wanted to stay and feel closer to Allah

2013, I moved to SMAI and I'm 14....
way too different from STIAS

I always think by myself, this school sucks but the outside me lies, I keep smiling and laughed at their no-funny-at-all jokes because I don't want to hurt their feelings. The differences was,
it's not a school bunch of smartypants, it's like a school where adults dumped their unuseful kids...

So, I'M ATOTAL GEEK in the early years, because they all like to do bad/naughty things but I just sit there and watch until one time I tried to be like them, and it was fun

 

Okay, okay... I was wild! with them, until one day, I went back home and saw my friends from STIAS post all fun time they had, and they all look so sincere and good... I was so damn JEALOUS!

 



 

I realized I changed... the way I speak, the way I dress, the way I do, it was so rough and sounded like I'm a gangster... But it wasn't too late to change, so I decided to be a straight-to-point person. Whenever I see my friends wearing or doing bad things I just spill it out to them, and finally a little by little of them changed...

I'm glad, and there is a movie I saw, it says "I don't think you should follow whatever your friend said, maybe it's your time to told 'em the right thing"

 

 

But, friendship is always important, that's why they say, friends with the good one, but if you don't find them maybe it's time for you to change them! So that's all from me!

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakaatu

 

 this sounded so cheesy~

Beyond Experience: CERAGEM

CERAGEM... siapa yang basically tahu jenama ni?
first2, family ana mana tahu jenama ni sampailah mommy hantar ana duduk kampung (sempena cuti sekolah) untuk teman nenek dan atuk seminggu di kampung, iyolah...
nenek dan atuk tinggal berdua dalam rumah tanah sendiri yang gedabok besornyo~
mestilah rasa lonely kan, ana ngan adik ana dihantar menaiki bas dan berazam untuk menemani, dan bisingkan rumah (insyaAllah tak gaduh)!
Tapi, nampaknya tak seperti yang dibayangkan... malam ni, malam Jumaat kiranya genap seminggulah tinggal di rumah nenek ni.
Nenek, atuk, pakngah dan makngah ikut kegiatan CERAGEM ni, setiap hari lepas zuhur diorang akan pergi, tapi diorang panggil 'terapi'.  Sampai  satu masa, atuk suruh kami ikut atuk ikut pergi terapi, hari itu Rabu, terapi itu kononnya dijamin sampaikan diberi 10 kali percubaan percuma, hari yang kami pergi ni rasanya kali ke-5 percubaan atuk. Pesakit dikehendaki memakai pakaian putih top-to-toe supaya FIR (Far Infrared Ray) dapat melepasi sampai ke dalam badan.
masuk sahaja hall CERAGEM, katil semua dah ada 'owner', tapi di situ staff dah sediakan waktu setiap sesi 40 minit dijalankan serentak, rezeki kami datang waktu sesi sebelum dah habis waktu dan tak ramai orang menunggu, so pesakit sebelum tu blah kami pun masuk, nenek dah sediakan cadar lapik dan selimut untuk kami, kalau guna yang disediakan tentu ada peluh pesakit yang sebelum tu... EAUWWW~
Mula-mula debar juga, staff disana semua perempuan dan ada yang muka garang, tapi... "don't judge a book by it's cover" sebaik sahaja ana baring atas katil CERAGEM, wrrrrr~

lega sangat, rupa-rupanya, katil CERAGEM yang berbiji urut ni, diperbuat daripada batu Jed dan tanah liat, ada juga 'heat controller', proses terapi ni akan bantu supaya suhu badan meningkat...

Ramai pesakit yang datang adalah golongan warga emas, bagi pesakit lain yang menunggu turn, staff akan bagi serba sedikit pengetahuan kepentingan menjaga tulang belakang dengan CERAGEM.

Di situ, bergunalah dua pasang telinga yang Allah ciptakan ni untuk ana mendengar/mendapat ilmu supaya dapat menyampaikan ilmu kepada orang lain :)

Tulang Belakang manusia seperti akar tumbuhan, pernah dengar pepatah arab "Jika baik akarnya, maka baiklah tumbuhannya" jadi, kalau tulang belakang kita sihat, tubuh badan lebih cergas. 

info: Tulang belakang kita terbahagi kepada 3 bahagian, iaitu, bahagian leher ada 7 sendi, bahagian tengah (dari leher hingga ke punggung) ada 12 sendi dan bahagian punggung ada 5 sendi yang menjadikan tulang belakang mempunyai 24 sendi!

Sebagai contoh, siapa yang ada darah tinggi atau susah nak tidur malam (maksudnya, tidur sekejap lepas tu terjaga atau dapat lena dalam 2-3 pagi) biasanya kesalahannya berpunca dari  cara tidur iaitu cara menggunakan bantal, jika cara tidur salah sendi 1 dan 2 di tulang belakang mudah teralih yang menyebabkan saraf menjadi lemah. Mereka juga menyatakan sendi 1-2 amatlah penting tapi yang itulah mudah senget. Kalau sendi itu dah dipulihkan oksigen lebih mudah masuk ke kepala.

Waktu musim cuti sekolah ini digalakkan membawa kanak-kanak atau orang muda kerana mereka kerap sakit belakang akibat menyandang beg sekolah yang berat diisi buku

CERAGEM juga memberi kelebihan kepada orang tua kerana, semakin kita tua, suhu badan semakin turun, dan apabila suhu menurun kanser akan lebih mudah merebak.

Cerita tentang kanser: kanser  merebak dalam bentu mutasi iaitu, 'beranak kembar'. Kanser juga aktif membiak dalam suhu rendah, sekiranya badan kita bersuhu tinggi, kepanasan dapat membakar kanser tersebut, jadi digalakkan menjaga badan agar fit sampai ke tua! Dengan CERAGEM, proses ini dilakukan dalam suhu melebihi 50*, boleh adjust lagi...

Rasanya, semua fahamkan kesimpulannya?

Jaga kesihatan bermula dengan diri sendiri!

Cuba fikirkan, kalau kita sakit, ingat ada ke sesiapa yang setia nak jaga sampai mati? mana ada, nurse kat hospital pun muak nak jaga tahu? okeee, tu je pesanan dari ana...

assalamualaikum...

Since when I'm addicted?

... Addicted to anime and so~
i've once become an otaku, now.. I'm not.
Firstly, like most people, I don't know the differences between cartoon and anime, but my first anime was Keroro Gunso, than I start realized it was an anime when it was aired in one of local tv station, now i now that, all cartoon that was originally from japan is an anime.

At that time I was probably 8, then like usual, I watched Doraemon, Shin Chan, but I have astro (a packaged selective channel in M'sia) then, it has animax channel.
Then I watched all kind of anime, such as naruto, one piece, k-on, air gear, honey and clover. And I was 10-11 when this happened. But I started to realized that anime exist after a hit manga released, so I start read comic magazines (Gempak) from there, I know the latest anime, latest manga, and some tips to sharpen your drawing skill too.

I started collecting comics since I was in school, start collecting mangas since 11, now, I have like over 80++ mangas and comics, yea, my family moves around lately so I gave my un-favorite mangas to my friends, is it an evil-doing? I hope not...

But, I do have my own tips buying mangas:

1- search for the best drawing and title (if the drawing is ugly and the title  sounds odd, it is a bad manga)

2- MUST BUY famous, experienced-a-lot mangaka: Motomi Kyousuke, Chiba Kozue, Ben, Nanajima Kana (or whoever you like)

The starting point of being an otaku is when I'm 12. And otaku read mangas, watched anime, listens to J-POP, a gamer, love cosplaying, knows some japanese words: then you are an otaku!

But I'm not that 100%, cuz at that time I was so into K-on, so I download all their hit songs, but I hate cosplaying, and I do know some japanese words and how to pronounce them :kawaii, itakadimasu, baka, doiteshimashite, tanjobi omedeto, dai jo bu.... what else? if basic, most people know right~ like konichiwa, sayonara, arigato... hmmm...

But, at that time... I don't have any friend that is an anime-geek...

once I entered, highschool, an Islamic highschool... duhhh~

I don't believe it, most of them are anime-geeks! woah... in my class, the person that I always talked about anime is, Neu, we discuss a lot about latest anime. we both good at drawing, so sometime, we draw, then switch papers and guest which character are we drawing...its fun...

Now, Imma be 15, so my fave genre is comedy, slice of life, romance, sci-fi, shoujo of course...

I dont like fantasies or folks styles. But i realized that japanese seems to believe in demons more than angels. yea~ like Vampires, Yokai, Youmu, Yasha... what else?

Thats all from my history....

Rasulullah itu skema kah?

soalan diatas... agak-agak ape yang korang akan jawab, ya taupun tidak?
nak jawab ya macam perli pulak nak jawab tidak tapi...
*ehem, ehem*
ni berlaku waktu , ana tengah bad mood sangat sebab (errrk, tak ingatlah pulak) tapi yang pasti waktu tu malam lah.
So, ana lari pada kakak ketua asrama, Kak Zee, untuk meluahkan perasaan tapi entah macam mana waktu tu macam kene rasuk je sampaikan apa yang da cakap rasa macam dah banyak kali dia ulang. \
Ana terus memaling ke arah lain lepas tu dia pun cakap "Ehhh, kau jeling dari aku?"
Bukan nak kati tak hormat, tapi Kak Zee ni lah yang ana rasa satu-satunya kakak senior yang tak spoilt kat asrama, jaga pemakaian, jaga pandangan, jaga bahasa termasuk adab.
Cuma, waktu tu maklumlah bendera jepun tengah berkibar so memang marah tahap maksimum, ana pon lari daripada sekelompok banat pergi ke tandas untuk ambil air wudhu'.
Lepas tu, suba nak tidur tapi tak boleh juga, jadi ana pergi dekat Kak Zee tu balik, tapi kali ni tak minta Kak Zee yang bercerita, ana yang luahkan perasaan:-
Akak, ana dah tak tahanlah! Rasa macam jadi lebih teruk berbanding dulu sejak masuk sekolah ni, tapi akak tau. dalam banyak-banyak ceramah yang ana pernah dengar, satu je yang ana pernah menangis, (ceramah daripada seorang kakak senior yang tua setahun je daripada ana) Kak Tohrah, (nama dia Tahirah tapi saje panggil 'Tohrah'):-

Waktu ni pula, ana datang pada Kak Tohrah dan ceritakan masalah ana:
Waktu awal tahun ana masuk, orang kata ana 'SKEMA' sangat, bila ana dah berubah orang kata ana 'JAHAT' sangat.

Kak Tohrah balas:
Enti kene  belajar terima kutukan tu sebagai penguat semangat untuk jadi orang yang lebih baik. orang yang panggil enti skema ni sebenarnya nak puji enti tapi dia jealous.
"Jadilah Skema macam Rasulullah" ana ambik Rasulullah s.a.w sebagai rujukan, supaya lebih senang enti faham, apa yang enti nampak pada rasulullah?
*Baginda amanah, tepati masa, tak membazir masa, uruskan kerja secepat mungkin, tak menangguh, bangun awal untuk Qiyam, seorang pembersih.
Bukankah tu semua sikap seorang skema? patutnya kita bangga jadi macam tu, bukankah orang macam tu lebih disayangi Allah? Lebih dijamin syurga?


*Sebenarnya hujah Kak Tohrah lebih panjang tapi inilah isi pentingnya, mungkin zaman sekarang majoriti rasa siapa yang bahasa dia suka cakap [F***, M***** and so much more] tu macam cool~ sangat but pleaselah, no!
Dengan mencarut-karut tu, nampak sangat akal korang pendek, tak mampu nak fikir jalan penyelesaian atau tak mampu nak sabar keluarkanlah 'bahasa pemuas hati' tu konon.
So, Back to main subject: Rasulullah tu skema ke?
Rasanya korang boleh jawab sendiri kan?

Having a Cheapskate Mother

yea, I have a cheapskate mother, but that's  not an insult, okay?
I'm proud to have a cheapskate mother so that i wouldn't be an easily fooled buyer.
this week, it is a 5 days off school because of Aidul Adha! Or mostly malaysian says "Raya Korban".
So, I went home with my sister at our new house in Shah Alam, without my older sister, that is because she said "I'd rather stay at Gramma's house than following you guys so I can focus on my studds"

I'm happy to be in Shah Alam, we eat food that aren't much in Kuantan, hey, I'm not saying Kuantan is a boring place is just that "Home Sweet Home" right? Another thing I like about being in KL is that they have lots of highway that can lead you to any place and less stop by traffic.

Yesterday and today, we went to town for a window shopping, buy some groceries and also grab lunch at a restaurant. I've realised long time ago about my mother's a cheapskate but than i focused on what she told me when we were shopping.

Her eyes was like a tiger as we entered the mall, she only focuses on the promotion, sale and discounts label. But I think usual commoners would just come and search for things they should buy, but my mommy is so not like that. She would say "Yana, is that buy 3 for RM10", "don't buy that,that is only if we buy a box for 30% discount" or "can't you find a cheaper price yogurt drink?" actually some brands price RM1.59, RM1,69 and RM1.79 not much differences but mommy just say "if you could collect 10 sen  a day you can afford yourself a gadget"

Baaah, that's way too ridiculous, 10 sen a day then i need to wait until 2 years I can afford a gadget, sometimes middle-aged mother just babble-naggin' silly things so that their children would work harder.

Another tips is when i wanted to buy a crab for dinner, she only picks female with eggs and full body, I ask her "Mom, why dont you pick that one cuz it's big eventhough it's a male" Mommy knocks the ice-full crab's body "Naaah, the ices wont go off , we cant take this crab because when we scale it, we need to pay more just because of the ices weight." I can only nod but that is right.

I understands that "Mommy knows best"
so, every mother still needs to increase their knowledge and removes all their bad habits so that your children wouldn't be a useless child, every child 80% learnt about life from their parents (my own facts, so i don't care if you wanna believe or not)

29 Ramadhan.
Probably the last day for us, muslims, to fast this year.
I'm quite dissappointed with myself cuz this year Ramadhan, i don't think i do much ibadah, and i realized that I'm not chasing on Lailatul-Qadr.
This year, I was more like chasing the dunya (world) and not the afterlife eventhough i've made more friends and less on squarrel ( maybe).
I always clog my ear with the earphones and hear music thats make you lagho*, even in the car (the radio station always put on party anthem) so my sisters and I turned freak when we heard our fave songs...
In K-POP section, I just knew these singers called EXO-K and I am over it.

Ahahaha... i've tried to control my nafs in Ramadhan, but suddenly I declare myself as Mahomies.. for Austin Mahone fanatic

Aww, okay... self-control please...  by the way: Examinations are around the corner, and I need to finish another two folios...

Aaaargh!!! I believe that it's not good for you to say "life sucks" or "study is like hell" or maybe you didn't finish your h/w AT ALL because you just dont want to learn... 

Fella, that is so wrong and a major mistakes if you ever did that. 

FYI, learning keeps you intouch with Allah, actually Allah is always with us doesn't matter if you are a muslim or anything else, you just need to struggle for His Mercy and find His Hidayah/Barakah/Rahmat.

It's not just on Ramadhan, on other months too... Allah is always open and BTW, I've learned Hadith and it has told that never ask favor from Adam's relatives (which is us) because we will pissed off and ALWAYS ask favor from Allah Subhana wata'ala.

That's  all from me and hope we meet Ramadhan again.

Step By Step, Day by Day

All, school of Malaysia holiday at Monday this week, but my school at Pahang...
Added a day!!!
5 days holiday at home... didn't go anywhere fancy or travel too far.
Just a relaxing week at home, yet in HOT situation...
I'v finished watching Ao no Exorcist ad still blur about the ending, my head is still full of question like: Who Mephisto gamble with in the first place? and who is the dead spiritual old man?
My sister just love the adv on the video: Mameshiba : I agree it is very kawaii~
I also tried to add skills and more detail on my drawing.
I did try to draw a boy, wrinkled shirts, flated skirts and pair of eyes in different positions. These all are my weakness in drawing...
one night I was so bored to death so I drawed this junkie:

I just got this silly idea as I remembered the days at boarding school... I'm telling ya, boarding's totally fun!!!

But, I'm still VERY VERY weak on using digital media as art, on the shocking news is, how can I won second place in a contest making digital poster?

Hmmm, whatever... I've tried and probably Allah trying to show what our talents are used for.

And that is me, with my friend... at our school hall (actully, the school surau) I'm wearing usual school uniform and she's wearing purple colored hijabi and a black jubah. She's wearing different because she was in a group of performing kalam jama'ie (sort of coral speaking but in arab)

Art is importing and it does in everything!

Talking bout arts...I still need to sharp my drawing skill whenever I had a chance to go back home!

Like this image of Sasuke petting a lion, I need to learn more details on drawing men and a real-looking alive creatures. It is hard to draw without base sketch... Practice make perfect!

And this image... Skill on digitalism <--  I just creat that word. Oh, I just can't believe my eyes if I can really draw like that before I turn 16! Time's ticking, don't waste time and always learn new things.

Digital and doesn't mean always in anime, art is everywhere. like this one, it is not anime, nor reality image, but creativity! Need to train my brain to think outta the box.

My neck is almost freeze because of staring at this laptop.. it's 12:15 p.m at my place. Im tired and it is time to hibernate/sleep
Assalamualaikum, to fellow readers.

Incoming Movies

We went to KL and watch a movie called oblivion! It's a really good movie. because it was about future 2077...

 i like the scenery of tall tower, taller than the clouds!

the machine that sucks water source from earth and also the moon that broke ! 

After the movie finished, I saw some banners about incoming movies...

Most incoming movies are must watch movies!

What I saw was Smurf 2, Man of Steel (Superman), World War Z (featuring Brad Pitt, about cannibals.... Yuk!), The Wolverine, Hunger Games: Catching Fire (aaah, cant wait more longer!)

I also saw a movie featuring Jaden And Will Smith but I cant remember the title. At the same time, I also want to watch Iron Man 3, but never mind because both are good movies.

Everything Happen has it Own Lesson

ana memang suka letak title bahasa inggeris tapi isinya bahasa melayu.... hahaha...
 semalam ana balik bermalam, so sekarang ni kat rumahlah.
awal-awal lagi ana dah sedih sebab ana sebenarnya masuk satu pertandingan melukis guna photoshop, tapi ana dah tanya kawan-kawan (girls & boys) takde pulak yang ada photoshop.
balik rumah pon laptop ana size mini ni mana muat nak simpan app macam tu. ana rasa ana terlampau mengharap so Allah pon bagi dugaan cenonet macamni kat ana... dugaan: kes takde photoshop tak boleh masuk pertandingan :(
Tetapi, adik ana yang ailurophilia (animal-lover) nampak anak kucing kat kantin sekolah ana bawa pulang anak kucing tu untuk dirawat.
Kitorang pon bawaklah jumpa vet, doctor tu kata "it's still a kitten, so we can't give any kind of medicine because of its weak antibody"
Doktor tu pon ada kasi petua : minum susu cereal (bukan yang serbuk) @ minum air garam (jangan masin sangat)

Bila balik rumah, banyak benda ana tak puas hati, so...
biasalah perempuan, buat emo gitu~ terpaksalah ibu melayan perangai setan ana ni, lama lah jugak ana merajuk tapi mak ana layan baik je. Kadang-kadang tu ibu ada cakap "hei, nak ibu lempang ke?" tapi nampak sangat dari riak muka ibu tu... ibu cakap tak berniat pon. Kalau mak korang ada cakap kasar macam ni, korang kene faham yang dia nak takutkan kita supaya kita tak terbuat apa-apa, tak nak tambah dosa lagi.

Hesh, kalau ayah ana ada takde lah berani sangat ana nak buat perangai, rindu juga kat ayah yang asyik kena merantau benua je. Ana pon boleh perasanlah yang ayah rindu kat ibu,  kalau telefon lama betul tak takut ke makan bil banyak padahal nak tanya khabar je. Haaa, macam tu lah bila rindu sanggup buat apa je.

Malam tu, kitorang feed kitten tu, kitten tu kasi lah jugak respon, mewing, mata pun terbuka, boleh berjalan tapi macam orang mabuk sebab lemah sangat. Dalam 5-6 langkah terus jatuh. Lawak tapi kasihan juga.

Pagi tadi pula, bangun-bangun je ibu cakap "mommy got a bad news" dengan muka toyeee ana pon jawab "what??? the kitten's dead" ibu pon angguk,  adik pula terus bangun menegak ikut ibu nak kuburkan dia. ana yang takde feeling sangat ni datang lambaat sikit. nak cergaskan diri dalam tandas dulu >.> kehkehkeh.

Ibu nak tanam Cloudy (nama kitten tu) kat belakang rumah, ana pon tolong korek lubang. adik pula cuma merenung tak terkata. waktu nak balut Cloudy tapi badan dia dah keras. Selepas uruskan jenazah Cloudy, adik pula yang moody. ana faham perasaan dia yang terlampau sayangkan haiwan tapi ibu dah pesan awal "fitrah haiwan, makan, minum, breeding, mati" adik ana memang senyap sangat bila bercakap pun seakana berbisik. "Cloudy tahu adik sayangkan dia, tapi nak buat macamana, Allah lebih sayangkan dia" lagi pun adik tu masih ada two turtles yang sangat active. Setiap perbuatan kita yang baik pasti dibalas baik... Al-Fatihah untuk Cloudy.

Lepas Isya' ayah call, he spoke to mommy and mommy pass it to adik, adik said that "Losing the cat same as losing mommy and daddy" okay, that sounds very deep... tak sangka adik akan keluar ayat macam tu. Ana tak tahu lah pula apa yang ayah jawab tapi rasanya ayah kasi nasihat yg POWER. Biasalah tu, perkataan yang keluar daripada mulut bapa kat perkataan berhikmah.
Hari ni dengan semalam, agak down tapi harap esok there will be sunlight <<.<< erk... mendelah ana merepek ni?

P/S: setiap yang berlaku perlu kita renungkan dah putarkan ke bahagian positif! Jadikan iktibar! sama macam cerita pen habis dakwat (ada dalam salah satu post ana)

Manusia Mencipta Robot atau Menjadi?

Baru-baru ni, sekolah ana baru sahaja ada ceramah mengenai masa depan kita.
Tapi topik dia adalah "Jangan Jadi Robot, Jadilah Khalifah".

Tapi dakwah yang ana nak ajukan ni bukanlah all about arranging your future but dealing your future (menguruskan masa depan tetapi berdepan dengan masa depan)

Memanglah, kita semua selalu sangat dengar kalau keluarga yang warak, diorang ni jaga aurat, adab dan sosial seperti memakai tudung labuh, tak layan dunia siber dan macam-macam lagi.
TETAPI, kadang-kadang TERLAMPAU MENJAGA MATA ni pun bahaya juga, dah banyak cerita kita dengar macam kes Amanina tu, pelajar terbaik, sambung belajar kat luar negara je terus... Tudung melayang masuk longkang, color rambut warna perang "dah tumbuh ubun ke?" pakai baju nak balut badan jerrr.
Tak pun ana baru dapat dari cerita ayah ana, ada seorang pelajar 19A ini sambung belajar kat UK, end up kerja sana terus jadi pelacur.

Ni semua kes kejutan budaya, fasal 'terlampau jaga mata' ni bukan takat berlaku di kalangan keluarga warak tetapi terjadi juga dekat keluarga yang kurang pendapatan, untuk keluarga kurang pendapatan ni namanya 'katak bawah tempurung', tak tahu pasal hal luar, walaupun hal yang berlaku dalam Malaysia sekali pun.

Kita kena ikut dengan keadaan, memang gelombang korea, barat semua landing kat Malaysia ni, kita kena terima hakikat, nampak orang pakai baju seksi kat tepi jalan, orang tiru gaya K-POP, orang tindik satu badan pun. Orang tu sendiri berdosa, kita pun berdosa sebab ternampak juga tetapi kita boleh je cover dosa-dosa kita tu dengan lakukan amalan. Banyak sangat perkara sunat yang kita buat sekali dapat ganjaran 10 kali lebih besar. ALLAH itu Maha Pemurah.

Ana pun minat juga lagu, drama K-POP semua ni. Ana pun layan movie barat, oh lagu barat pun ana banyk download dalam henfon ni, cuma, kita kena pandai kawal ke tak. Tu je.
Nak minat, suka takda hal. Jangan sampai melampaui batas, contoh:
Bahasa Korea 60 patah perkataan tahu dan hafal, Bahasa Arab.... Errrr
Oh, lagu ni hafal je, setiap hari nyanyi, Selawat tak pernah sekali entah-entah do'a Qunut sampai sekarang tak hafal.
Kalau nak nyanyi lagu pun tak payah lah nyanyi kuat-kuat nak berlagak kat kawan-kawan, nyanyi dalam hati sudahlah, Allah tak rasa gembira pun dapat tahu hamba dia hafal lagu ngarut gitu~

Apa kata kita bayangkan suatu situasi ni... contoh:
ana daripada keluarga yang sederhana, bencilah pasal K-POP, lagu barat atau lagu tempatan pun tak best, qasidah sahaja untuk ana dengar sehari-harian. Tiba-tiba ana dapat tawaran ke universiti dekat Amsterdam, Yoohoo! 5 bulan dekat sana, orang sana semua berbeza, cara makan, cara berbicara, cara berpakaian, susah nak cari orang Islam kat sana, cukup 1 tahun kat sana...

Agak-agak apa yang terjadi? Terang-terangan cara di negara luar berbeza, tambahan lagi, SUSAH NAK CARI ORANG ISLAM.
Kesimpulannya, kita kenalah tahu mengenai negara luar juga, channel yang ana selalu tengok ialah AFC channel 707 astro, kat sini ana boleh tau orang luar makan apa.
Lagipun, kalau kita saling mengetahui tentang kebaikan dan keburukan negara luar, kita dapat berwaspada dan ada perasaan ingin menjelajah dunia.
Perbuatan ini pun masih dikira sebagai menuntut ilmu (Setiap tempat ada sejarah)

Building Creativiti

lately, I'm starting to get bored in the empty time...
    So, I've been thinking to draw and doodle and create as many arts as I can and paste it on my bedroom wall,
Without realizing I've actually have done many artpiece! Yippee!

i draw this using oil pastel and 8b pencil

let say this one is a failure

name: broken pain heart...

i don't actually thought to make this

some boring days

cheerful abstracts

like a kids one heh

always dreamed myself as a real artiste but whenever i start drawing, it turns out so something neutral nothing special that i can sell over 10 dollar.

But then I think again, I'm still a starter to reach the name of artiste. So first step first you can't just loop to the fifth step especially when you''re learning by yourself WITHOUT any experts by your side.

I'm starting to copy other's people arts. I don't have the all arts equipments so I just try to make simple arts but still copy from an experts artiste. Then, learn how to use the equipments in the right way.

The more you train yourself to draw something unique, then you can get your own idea...

Well, it's up to you readers to follow my steps or you guys have yourself methods...

I'm just sharing my methods and things I know bout arts.

Senang dan Susah

Haaaah... dah lame ana tak post pasal dakwah islam lagi kan?
Sebenarnya, banyak serita, ilmu yang ana dah dengar dan dapat nak kngsikan tapi takde mase nak post.
Maklumlah, sekarang tengah bersekolah, so kat asrama all the time and nak balik rumah pun sekali-sekala je.
Lagi satu hal pulak, ibu ngn ayah tengah ada masalah duit so bende yang tak penting taknak bayar dahulu macam internet.
Disebabkan hal kecik macam tu sahaja, ana cume boleh online dekat CC (cybercafe). Kalau online kat CC takde suasana macam nak cari atau kongsikan ilmu sebab dalam CC, most of the people main games, and CC pon bole smoking.
InsyaALLAH, kalau ada rezeki ada lah tu masa ana akan post dakwah yang bermacam-macam lagi.
Dakwah yang ana dapat share buat masa ni pun mengenai ALLAH tarik nikmat senang. Kalau hidup senang mesti ada kaitan dengan duit, kan?
Secara jujurnya, ayah ana bagitau ALLAH memang dah kasi petunjuk sejak ana lahir lagi yang ana anak yg jenis makan duit mak ayah. Masa ana dilahirkan, ayah terpaksa tambah duit sebab ana kena 'vacuum' (hehe.. tak payah lah explain.) waktu sekolah rendah ana yang selalu dapat barang yang best-best (kuat meminta). Waktu sekolah menengah pulak pergi sekolah tahfiz yang SWASTA so bayaran bulanan +RM500, naik form 2 pindah sekolah agama SWASTA juga tapi bayaran bulanan murah sikit dalam +RM300. Ana ni boleh sikatakan hidup dalam kesenangan je setiap masa tapi... ana tak boleh riak sangat dan kene mengenal erti bersyukur dan sentiasa meminta bantuan dari ALLAH.
Sebab macam musibah yang boleh terjadi pada ana. Macam sekarang, ALLAH dah tarik nikmat kesenangan ana sedikit sahaja iaitu duit. Kira okeylah tu...
Sebab kalau masalah duit ana still boleh cari duit dengan bekerja dengan lebih keras! bukan ana seorang, family member yang lain sekali.
Cuba bayangkan kalau ALLAH tarik kepandaian, kesihatan, keimanan kita . Lagi susah!
Kalau Allah tarik kepandaian kita, kita mesti tak disenangi ramai orang, hanya burukkan nama sendiri sahaja.
Kalau Allah tarik kesihatan kita, dapat pulak penyikat yang serius sampai kena terlantar di hospital berbulan-bulan? Tu pun dah cukup seksa bagi ana.
Kalau Allah tarik keimanan kita, tiba-tiba join blackmetal ke, terjebak gejala sosial ke, hisap dadah ke? OOOH~ tak payah nak panjang lebarkan lagi...

So ana harap dengan penerangan yang singkat ni antum semua dapat memahami mesej yanag ana nak sampaikan, Alhamdulillah. Kita perlu sentiasa tingkatkan diri kita menjadi hamba yang lebih UMPH lagi dan jadikan hari ini lebih baikdari semalam dan mengharapkan hari esok adalah hari yang terbaik!